Student privilege

It's been the first time I enjoyed being the student in HKU.

Today I've taken a day off for the dental check-up looking forward the dentist can ease my discomfort. I used only one-fifth of price to remove my right upper wisdom tooth compared to last time.(the lump sum including X-rays, checking up) In addition with the clear explanation and caring attitude the dentist gave me, I am very satisfied. I greatly think that the quality of dental service is not directly proportional to the service charges. (Being reminded me of my colleague, who removed her 2 wisdom teeth with $5000 and lots of complaints about the staff)

I do really think it's necessary for developing a good therapeutic encounter with clients in order to instill trust and confident, especially professionals. Not only therpists or counsellors, but do so for the dentists and doctors(whom seems to be less humanistic). ...... which leads me to think of a poor model in my work place again(medical officer)........Horrible!!

Across the campus after dental appointment, I saw the book fair, i used my studnet privilege again, and bought "The devil wears Prada" with special price. I like the movies and eager to read the original story. (but well, looking for holidays to do that)

Walking through campus in normal days (office hours), I can feel strongly about the U-life atmosphere, which is really memoriable. In a great contrast to our evening study, which is tense and tired after work.

Unbearable

I don't want to be negative. But recent busy life and health condition drive me really crazy.

I can nearly fall alsleep in every moment if tension ease, because I'm actually far lack of rest/sleep. My right upper wisdom tooth create much discomfort, which leads the difficulty for chewing. Accompanying with the fear of emotion and finance of last time ( the removal of left upper wisdom tooth), in addition of the limited time, I really feel very upset.

Would like to do more exercises, since it's a good method for releasing stress and keep myself more healthy. I went to physical twice this week(really so rare), to compensate for my ambivalent for sharing out time in doing exercises in stead of going home for study, I found a solution, although it's some how quite "obsessive-complusive". I read article during exercise whilst others read their magazine.

I know that my stress level is increasing...more and more, I hope it can be still in control. I realized that previously the former students and professor 'warning' is not only the threatening sentences now, it's really reflecting the reality.....a very horrible reality...........

陪我哭的不是你

這是一篇剛從報紙專欄看到的文章。忽然想起剛才下課等車回家時的一陣茫然。

每個週三下課後也是那麼迷茫，疲倦的身驅巴不得一跳上車就蓋頭大睡，可是那混亂的思緒令你不能入睡。十一時許正等待巴士回家時，真的有想過不如致電友人，告訴他/她我多麼辛苦，很想有她/他聽我訴苦，甚至大哭一場，或希望他說一個笑話讓我開懷。可是到最後也沒致電任何人，原因是，根本我不知道我該說什麼，而且更怕其實沒有人接聽來電，這個時間更不想妨礙他人。

更重要的是，我知我要學懂一個人去面對壓力，因為"陪我哭的不是你"！

Our 10th anniversary

It's been an exhausted, adventurous, funny, happy as well as a memorable day. We've done so many things all in a day. Including morning tea, BBQ, "hiking", "adventures", shopping, relaxing cafe meet etc... Why can we do so many things all in a day? I can't wait to get back those funny pictures as well as moives.

In constrast, today is a dull, hardworking, sleepy day, as I aimed to revise textbooks and read all the required readings........what the hell~~~~

In the meanwhile, I am thinking last year again.....

During my exhausted and funny 'voyage' yesterday, I was wondering how you celebrate your birthday at the same time. ......

It maybe so ridiculous to spot out here as I would never know whether you are still reading this. I would never know where and how you celebrate your birthday this year. And most importantly, it's none of my business to know at all!!

What's coming out in my brian? What's coming out from my heart? It's a seasonal/festival association/reflection, maybe. Autumn, Mid-autumn festival, Oct 1st, Oct 2nd........all are devils that influence my emotions!!!!!!!!!

Happy Birthday to YOU

Noticed the worries from my 'upset' friend during last week's telephone conversation as well as her diaries, it's really a harsh time to come across the previous loved one's birthday. You'll imagine the events and pictures of last year's celebration, the birthday present you've given, the birthday greetings you've made etc....But you know that you can't and you won't do the same as before. From her diaries, I think she's successfully overcome that, or pretending she's overcome that. It's nothing more important than you can find yourself is fine!( though maybe consiously or unconsiously)

I know that I'll be fine too. I know that I'll have a happy day today with my beloved secondary schoolmates. But this time, for an anniversary rather than birthdays -- that's to celebrate we've met each others for 10 years. ( I always think it's funny as I don't think many groups like us will recognize the"10 years". Let me explain a bit more, orginally it's an 'excuse' for us to have a Taiwan trip, since we've never go aboard together. Due to various obstructions, we turn out to stay in HK but continue our so-called "anniversary")

No matter where to go, I do think we'll have a happy day, looking forward to see you girls.

And...., Anyway......,

Happy birthday to YOU !!

PS: please forgive me all the grammatic mistakes and poor English, time is really precious for me now, English typing help me to save much of the times......